I lost both of my parents, my Mother in August 98 and my Father in April 99. I feel completely lost in grief still. My mother died 5 weeks from diagnosis for renal cell cancer and My father from dementia and pneumonia. I feel like its still yesterday and am completely depressed. I find it hard to get up in the morning and always have coworkers asking me what's wrong. I just can't get there last days out of my mind. I really feel like a big part of me died with them.

There has to be a way to cope with this but I have not found it. I go to the cemetery 4 to 5 times a week and talk to them. I want to see them so bad. I need them to tell me there all right and that I will see them again. Thanks for listening.

Greg