Such is the depth of the human soul, that deep grief often stirs feelings that are hidden deep down and undiscovered.My wife of 47 years passed on 16 January 2001 the worst day of my life. Here follow two of the poems that I was inspired to write soon after she was taken. Death is not the end, but a brief absence.
Mothers Visit
My eyes were opened one winter's morn
With the ringing of the phone
The voice that spoke was urgent
It was from the nursing home
It told me of the dreadful news
The thought I could not bear
My wife had died; yes my love had died
Those words I'll always hear
Time stood still I can't recall
What happened, I cannot say
The weeks went by as in a haze
I staggered night and day
I could not find her anywhere
No matter how I tried
It seemed my life had ended
I wished that I had died.
But then I had a dream one night
My mother came to me
She was not old as when she died
But as she looked at me
In her voice as crystal clear
'Ann's with us John' was all she gave
I knew then that that my lovely Ann
Had passed beyond the grave.
Eyes that Speak
As I sat resting in her chair
One cold and wintry day
My heart was heavy with despair
For she had gone away
I drifted into such a dream
And yet that was not mine
As I recall so real, yet true
My love came one last time
She looked up at me with eyes that shone
As pools of liquid love,
No words were said, there was no need
Even if she could
They spoke of years of heartfelt love
And deepest of devotion
As I looked down into her face I was
Transfixed with such emotion
She looked so young and beautiful
Alas faded soon away
'Twas a gift from her and for my part
Will live on always in my heart
A memory so golden that to say
Even though gone
She will live on
Forever and a day
John Wright