I do not even know where to begin I?m a mother of a year old son. (I?m 23 years old) 4-23-02 Ricky my sons father committed suicide right in front of me, (I?m not sure of his reasons or why he did it) I?m very upset about this I loved him so much we were together for 8 years he was my first everything. I?m mad at him because if loved me why would he have done this. I am very worried about my son although he did not see anything I did imp sure he heard something. When he asks for his father I tell him his is with god. I do not know hoe imp going to ever move on or explain this to our son. If anyone can give me any answers please help
Misty
