the worst day of my life was when he took his last breath and ended my life.he was diognosed with cancer lung canser terminal in january 1996 they said maby a year. he was gone in feb.i still believed he was coming home even though they told me he only had a few days or hours left.
i guess my mind was not listening. his birthday was feb.23 he was 55 he died 3 days later on his birthday he had a stroke cancer related and couldnt talk its been 5 years and imiss him as much as ever we were never apart from the time we were married in 1961 untill he died it felt like i was in a deep black hole with no way out the night he left me i felt like little pieceswhere flying off of me and i could not get them back i still dont think i have all of them back my life is so empty sometimes i think i will die of lonliness their is nothing left for me i just wait for God to take me home then i will live again i know my husband Bill my friend my lover is waiting for me and i will see him again as well as my Lord thank youfor this opertunity to honer him
Flo
