I lost both of my parents, my Mother in August 98 and my Father in April 99. I feel completely lost in grief still. My mother died 5 weeks from diagnosis for renal cell cancer and My father from dementia and pneumonia. I feel like its still yesterday and am completely depressed. I find it hard to get up in the morning and always have coworkers asking me what's wrong. I just can't get there last days out of my mind. I really feel like a big part of me died with them.
There has to be a way to cope with this but I have not found it. I go to the cemetery 4 to 5 times a week and talk to them. I want to see them so bad. I need them to tell me there all right and that I will see them again. Thanks for listening.
You can email Greg: GSPalms@aol.com
anniversary date mother 08-10-98
anniversary date father 04-18-99
date of post 09-08-99